Yo!

Nuthin new. I just realized last Thursday, that in a month, it will be my birthday. *sigh*
Another milestone.....I'm not gonna tell you my age, the hell with that.
I don't think I ever imagined myself getting that old as a kid. That concept seemed inconceivable. Too far away to be possible. But here I am, or will be.
I've still got a long way to go. That's good.

I should focus on what I want to do on my birthday this year. It wont be as pleasant as last year (for an obvious reason). I think I should have a cake.
Yep. And then have a little party with my cousins, if they can come. If not, more cake for me then.

I hope for a warm and sunny day.




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Can I write that?

Anyway.
I'm still out of sort and full of shit (pardon my language) but it's true. I shouldn't write depressing things on DA, but that's life. I'm sure you don't want to read that.

Things are not all that bad. My washing machine is fixed, I was afraid I would need to by another one. Got money from the Government (for the income tax thingy). But I still got to pay 2000$ for the taxes on my home, school taxes, this and that. Goodbye vacations....
I don't have a car, or a drivers licence.
Don't have a cat, or any other living creature in my home.
I don't go to the restaurant, the movies, bars....
Don't smoke, don't drink.
I work hard, and I can't even afford to do these things.
(i'm doing it again, depressing) Sorry.

HEY! GUESS WHAT?
I bought the carpet for my room of requirement. Cozy. I love it.
Yep. Things are doing great on that project. And I have 8 other "to do's" on my list.
Priorities! Priorities!





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Yep.
Plain old boring me is still here. I breath, I eat, I *bleeep* (you know...) Then I must be alive. Yep, I feel it right here, ouch!
Still wallowing in the depths of despair that as come so familiar to me. Nothing gets done on this side. No Potter art, no nothing. Hey! I love everything Potter, but I'm not inspired anymore. The only thing Potter related will be my room or requirement. I want to draw something new. Dunno what yet, don't have the time either. Even if my mind and spirit are stuck in the u-bend, I try not to let my health go down the drain as well. I've been awfull sick twice since last Christmas. Not again!
Not very cheerfull, am I? Sorry. I feel better when the sun is out, the flowers in bloom, the wind warm and fragrant...
Anyways.
I feel like kicking some asses. Maybe a game of Champions of Noraths will do me some good. No can do. My PS2 is going blind, can't read the disc anymore.
How swell. It keeps getting better and better.
What next?

Just keep smiling, pick up your umbrella, 'kus the shit is hitting the fan, and its flying everywhere.


Like Jakie Chan said: Expect the worse, and hope for the best.


Bring it on.






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NEWS!!!

I LIIIIIIIIVE!!!

Yes, I'm still alive, and still depressed I guess, since I neglect just about everything in my life. But hey! Who cares! I sure don't care about that either. My ray of sunshine in this mess has always been Harry Potter stuff. That can always cheer me up. And SPEAKING OF WHICH! :

(taratataaa!) MY ROOM OF RIQUIREMENTS IS almost FINISHED!!!!

My Dumbledore portrait is not done yet, and I still want a rug on my foor..... but I'VE GOT PICTURES!!!. My dad bought a digital camera and he took pictures of my room, and my new and beautiful (HARRY POTTER!!!) lamp!!! hehe.

Give me a moment and I'll put them on in my gallery.






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BWAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

The making of my special room is going very well! My bookcases are almost done. I hope to finish them today. And tomorow I'm going to the fabric store with my mum. She'S going to give me her old rocking armchair (They had that chair since before I was born) it's an old orange tartan with green stipes. That wont do for my room, so we're bying fabric to cover it up.
Hihihi, this is great. I'll probably make a sketch of how the room will look like when it'll be finished. I hope it will look exactly as I planed in the end...furnitures, paintings and all.




Ja ne!




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